Sunday, May 11, 2008

I have waited 17 LONG years for this............

I got a HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY email from M!!!!!!!!!!!!! I still can't believe it. It was a good day, I got to sleep in, got some awesome things from my kids, went to see my mom and have lunch with her and then come home to relax for the remainder of the day. Of course, the first thing I did was check my email, NOTHING, to say that I was bummed would be putting it mildly. I was angry and hurt. I know I am not his mom, but the first Mother's Day since reunion and I was hoping that he would send something. So, I focused on relaxing and being thankful for how awesome my parented children are (and of course my hubby too). After bedtime for the kids I come to my computer, start chatting with a friend, check email and there it is!! An email from M, he is busy, focusing on school, hopes I am doing well, he is, and wanted to wish me a Happy Mother's Day and will write again soon and as always his ending "Love, M". I cried, I cried for the past Mother's Days that we missed together, for the future ones I hope to be included in and for the present one that I was so angry about. He completed a perfect Mother's Day for me, don't get me wrong, my kids and my hubby made this day awesome, but for those who know what it feels like to have a child missing from your life on Mother's Day, well you know, it's all good now! There is peace in my heart tonight!

I love that kid so much!!

Happy Mother's Day to you all!

8 comments:

Oceans... said...

YAYAYAYAY!!!!! How completely wonderful for you!

This made my day ;)

zxczxcasdasd said...

Wow. Awesome. I'm SOOO happy for you!!!!!

Anonymous said...

WOOOOOO HOOOOOOO!!!!

Ani

Anonymous said...

So wicked happy for you!!!! L

zxczxcasdasd said...

One more thing...HE'S a lucky kid too. Having you back in his life...he's lucky too. :)

Michelle said...

H~ You made me cry :-) It is so hard for me to see it that ways sometimes, but you're right, He is lucky to have not 1 but 2 mom's that love him very much! We are all so blessed!

(((hugs)) thank you!!

Thanksgivingmom said...

So I already knew about this, but I hadn't yet read your blog about it (stupid computer issues and actually being too busy at work to devote the time that my friends' blogs deserve!) So of course I choose an afternoon at work to sit down and read this and turn mega puddle on myself.

I'm so happy for you both!!

choo freaking choo!!!!

Love you!!!

kimkim said...

Oh I can so relate to a lot of this. I'm so glad you got an email from him on Mother's Day.