Saturday, November 24, 2007

Santa has come to visit...............ME!!

I do believe this could be written as one of the best days of my life thus far!! I received an email on Thanksgiving from M's mom. She was somewhat cold and distant, I was disappointed. Basically she said that she had intentionally let the P.O.Box go out of fear. 7 years after the adoption is finalized and she became fearful of losing him? I don't understand it, but it is what it is. I must admit I was angry, she took a lot away from us in these past 10 years. I will not go any further with these thoughts because I have good news now.................................

He wants contacts!!!!!!!!!!! I received another email today from his mom, she was much nicer and more sincere in this email. She said that they had talked about me and that while he is not ready for f2f contact he would like to correspond with me via My space. OMG, I can not even begin to tell you how excited I am about this. This opens up so many possibilities, I am scared, I am happy, I am FREAKING EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What do I say, where do I begin????? I can not wait to email him, I can not wait for him to email me back!!


CHOOO FREAKING CHOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

8 comments:

erased said...

SWEET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now the rollercoaster of contact begins!! (oops, was that negative?)
It is also a wild ride from my perspective(the adoptee one, that is)and it has cycles that seem to start over and over through the years. Times of high and intense contact and then long times of no contact or sparse contact.
We adoptees are an odd lot. (do I have to add ~IN MY OPINION?~lol) This is so great Michelle.

Tammy said...

Oh wow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What great news and so, so exciting for you and for him. Yay!!!!! I do hope for both your sake that this is a wonderful start to a growing relationship!

Anonymous said...

You are, of course, in my prayers! WAAAAAAHOOOOOOO!!!!!! YIPPEE!!!!!!!

Ani

Brown =) said...

A few days later and I'm STILL smiling reading this!!!

this is awesome.

Thankgsivingmom said...

haha Brown, I'm in the same boat! I keep thinking about this good news, or your news and I just get all giggly again!!

Keep it going!!!

Steph said...

I'm so happy for both of you. That is so stinkin ecxiting. After all of those years not having contact and now it is going to happen.

kimkim said...

This is great news.

Michelle said...

I'm so happy and so freakin excited for you!!! There just aren't enough words to say how proud I am to be able toshare your joy :), love you sis