Friday, October 19, 2007

ALERT!! ALERT!!! THIS IS A NASTY POST

Stop reading here if you can't handle pure, raw emotions and lots of cussing.

I am so FUCKING pissed off right now I could kill my ex-husband..aka.. THE SPERM DONOR my son will call birthdad. He invited my bson's sister to be his friend on MYSPACE...WTF!! After 10 years of sitting at this computer searching day and night to find him, guess who is going to get contact first???? He doesn't deserve it, he hasn't done anything to try to find him. He didn't even fucking want to know whether he was a girl or boy and has lived in denial for 16 years, now because it is easy and the hard work is done he wants to waltz in and make everything right. WHO DOES HE FUCKING THINK HE IS, and don't tell me "he is the birth father" cause I know that and I don't fucking care. How many nights did he lose sleep on the computer, ZERO, I tell you ZERO!!!! He wasn't there to see him born, he never wanted to meet his parents, he didnt want anything until now, now that he is almost grown and I did the work of finding him, NOW, NOW he wants to be a part of his life.


WHY THIS FUCKING WEEK, the week is hard enough with his bday and all that comes with that, now I get to deal with more emotions as to why the ex thinks he can do the stupid shit he does. I hate him, I DO.

51 comments:

Brown =) said...

Holy shit.
You know what I'm going to say right?
Hope it helps that you are so not alone.

lhjh4 said...

I agree with brown

Cookie said...

Sooo, tell us how you REALLY feel. I think if I were in your shoes, I'd be pretty annoyed too. In fact, I did have a somewhat similar incident with my son's birth dad in early reunion.

2boyzmom said...

I'm really sorry. Really not fair.

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